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Sunday, 26 July 2009

  • I have facebook now,  you can look me up if you want too........Ellie Kidder

    it's just weird....

            connecting with people who think they know me...

           ........those who used to know me so well...

    but they don't know....do they even give a fuck?.......of who i am compared to who I was

    I have changed......................... dramatically.................................  Do i tell them?

    Do I tell them that who I am is not who I was was?  That I am nothing compared to who I wanted to be???

    I'm sorry but I have changed in so many painful ways that I don't even have words to describe  it anymore????

Saturday, 27 June 2009

Friday, 26 June 2009

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

  • ...for some reason i haven't been getting my sub's in my email...

         how is everyone???

    life has been difficult  here with the economy being the way it is.  I'm struggling with helping out for my family.  Guess I'm feeling worthless.  The only thing I seem to be good at is my eating disorder...

    went on vacation with my boys.  Stevie had a friend spend the night.  That was fun.

    Our friend Chad spend a few days with us at squam.  That was a lot of fun.  I love sharing the place I love most with my friends.

    how is everyone doing???

Thursday, 28 May 2009

Starshadow309

  • Visit Starshadow309's Xanga Site
    • Name: Ellie
    • Country: United States
    • State: New Hampshire
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/24/2004

About Me

  • I love my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ and am so incredibly thankful for my salvation because without Him, I am nothing. I am a stay at home mom. I love being home with my 7 year old son, Stephen. He is a joy and is truly a blessing. Stephen has taught me more about life than anybody I have ever come across with. He is God's gift to us. I have struggled with an eating disorder for many years now, and I would love to support and try to help those who want to recover, although I understand how hard it is to let "ED" go....there is no judgement here against those who struggle with this disease. I decided to do Xanga because I wanted to share God and His word with people I may never meet. My prayer is that if you don't know Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour, you will find Him and accept Him.

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